Different, Yet Still on Line

Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?

As much as what is isn't exactly as I pictured or 'wanted', I can't honestly say that I didn't get what I asked for. I aimed for self-acceptance and hoped for a better understanding of my body. I envisioned being ready to explore physically.
This year's journey brought me self-acceptance which led to the admittance that physical prowess isn't for me and hasn't been for the last 25 years. Closer examination of myself helped me to admit my truth, drop the fantasy and find new understanding of what triggers my nerves.
So, looking back, the result is different yet still on line with the root of my desire. I accept myself now, am learning the ways of my body as it progresses and am open to following old dreams in a more realistic manner. I'm very grateful for my progress and the livelihood that was restored in me!