Past Memories Haunt

Past memories haunt as present mirrors the past

Realization connects the past to present

Fears of old and new caution every action

Wanting to go slow but life is moving so fast

Thoughts whirl before calming to prevent reactions

Amidst chaos, there's little reason to resent

What's felt today is different from feelings past

After a day of mental glitches, I felt haunted by the injuries from my past. People worry about symptoms of old age but for me, I'm scared to discover how old age will evolve with my past injuries. I'm not considered old yet, but I wonder how the wear and tear of my life will affect me. What scared me from my falls in the past are now different fears that I still have no control over.