Your Actual Place

Submitted to dVerse

You’re on your own adventure
You’re on your own path
You run into many things
Even moments that are laughs

You often face challenges
Lessons that are great
Things that feel very new
But still a chance to relate

Don’t ever choose to give up
Your actual place
It’s a place for you to own
And then eventually ace

You’re an amazing person
With your wondrous ways
In challenges and lessons
And in every brand new day

This was a poem inspired to me as I reflected upon my life. It is very important for a person to accept that they choose their own separate adventure. The Life Path made for us was made specifically for our own person. As we aim to accomplish our own goals we often run into many things that can be a distraction to us, even times that feel more like laughs instead of the accomplishment we desire. We all face many challenges in life that are filled with great lessons. These are the times we are introduced new things in life that may take time to understand. When we are open to our lessons, we often are given a chance to relate and learn.

In new moments that are a challenge we should never choose to give up who we are or the goals that we want to work for. New things or places given to us are for us to own. Understanding may take a lot of time or require a lot of work but that does not erase its place with us. As we remain open to our lesson we are working to ace new things in our life.

A simple way of finding assurance that new lessons are meant for you is to remember that you are an amazing person when you truly are the person you’re meant to be. Every single person is blessed with a set of gifts that is their own and is able to perform in their own wondrous way. We all have our own ways to live and in each brand new day we are offered more challenges and lessons to help us be the best we can be. We should never choose to doubt our person, we just need to take life one day at a time.

 

Personal Speciality

Not wished upon any other
For it can be quite a bother
Not a challenge to have, for all
Though it can appear a bit small
Not a major importance to be looked upon
And a life challenge on others, not wished upon

It offers one new perspectives
It’s a help to be respective
Source of originality
Personal Speciality
A situation that one would want to have shunned
But lots of rewards and lessons it offers one

This was a poem inspired to me at a time when I wondered why I was a person with Epileptic Seizures. As much as I wished for full understanding from other people I knew that it was not something I would ever want to wish upon another. As personalities were looked upon it helped me to realize that not all challenges are for all to have. The challenge a person encounters may not be fit for me to have, just as the ones given to me are more fitting for me. Personal challenges have a great effect on one’s life but it does not have to be made a major importance or a challenge that others have to experience.

Different experiences offers people new perspectives for them to share. To be able to respectively compare the situations is a way to be able to see how fitting it is for the person. Difference is a source of originality and with time to experience, it creates a Personal Speciality. Challenges create situations that feel hard and it is easy to want to rid the situation but when we allow it to take its course we are met with valuable lessons that are great rewards in our life.

It Isn’t Easy to be Misunderstood

It isn’t easy to be misunderstood
So different than all the rest
It’s hard to know nothing helps
Even when trying my best

This is the way I was born
The way I was meant to be
Is there someone else the same?
Someone who can also see?

I do not wish to change me
I just wish for understanding
I do not wish to feel so alone
I wish to be with others, to fit in

Where was I meant to be in this world?
The role that I was meant to play?
How can I find understanding?
Can’t someone just come and say?

I wish for my questions to be answered
To find the role meant to be played
I wish to fit in with others
To not always require an aid

This was a poem inspired to me as I reflected upon my experiences with my epileptic seizures. I often feel misunderstood and different than the rest. I find it hard to accept that I don’t have anything that can help me with my difference, even when I continuously put my best efforts in. I always have to remember that this is the way that I was born, which means it is the way I was meant to be. I wish to meet another person who is exactly the same and who can fully understand my thoughts.

Even though I am searching for understanding, change is not what I wish for. I wish to be with others, to fit in and not feel so alone. I am searching to understand where I belong in this world and what role I was meant to play. I wish someone could just come to me and tell me.

I am a person who wishes to find the answers to her questions, to discover the role I was meant to play. I wish to find my place with others and I do not want to always require an aid from others. To reach my goals it is up to my person to accept her given life and work to find her place. Answers cannot be given to me by another, only help in my journey can be provided. As much as I wish to find answers from another I have to accept that it is up to my own person to find my answers.

My Epilepsy

 

As frustrating as it can be

I have to accept that it is a part of me

Wherever I may want to go

It is something that will show

My epilepsy

 

I have often tried to deny

I have often needed to rely

Help is a word I use

Help is something I cannot refuse

To me, many cautions apply

 

This is not the end of my life

It is something to live with, a strife

I will still be able to succeed

As long as I choose to proceed

Epilepsy, not the center of my life

These are words that were written when I looked upon my life with the aim to accept having Epilepsy. I looked upon how I felt about it, how it had been affecting my life and, also, how I wanted to move forward. One of the things that helped me to continuously move forward is the belief that it is up to me to decide where my life goes. My life can sometimes get delayed and I can have moments when I feel extra challenged but, as long as I know what I want and stick to my goals, I will succeed and live a full life.  Life is quite a fruitful journey. =)

In Times of Need

In times of need

You’ve come to exceed

All my expectations

 

When I feel lonely

You prove that I only

Have to look your way

 

When anger consumes me

You show me how to be

Forgiving in my ways

 

When love is there

We’re showing we care

That is how life should be

 

This was a poem written at a time when my husband and I were getting to know each other. As I looked back upon our time I was able to see how he impressed me and surprised me with the way he handled my seizures. He helped me to discover that in times when I feel alone, I just had to look to him for a friend. In times of confusion, when my seizures overwhelmed me, I lashed out at others with anger without even realizing it. Watching how he handled those times with love taught me to be more forgiving. Seeing all the love that my partner gave me inspired me to live my life with love and care. Together we decided that love and care was what we wanted for our lives together.

 

 

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