My Liberating Truth


When I went in for brain surgery six years ago, I carried 24 years of head-banging onto the table. In the months prior to brain surgery, I hit my head on the curb twice and fell down a flight of tile stairs. There was no way for anyone to be certain of what would be. The stroke on the table gave me an alternate damage. My body required time to recover from surgery before trying to heal the damage from stroke while carrying 24 years of damage.

Six years later, I’ve recovered tremendously and it’s time to admit that I will always carry the damage from my experience. Seizures stopping only took impending death out of the picture but will never erase the years of damage that makes me strong.

I am Astrid and this is my truth. I am proud of the experiences I’ve been entrusted and I continue searching to grow into who I’m meant to be. After journeying long and hard, I finally feel free to be me! 

 

Though most of it was out of my control,

I persevered, body and soul,

I’m now free to explore.

Piece my gifts together,

Smile in appreciation

And let my life become whole.

 

Welcome 2021! I’m ready to take flight!🥰

 

12 responses to “My Liberating Truth”

  1. utahan15 Avatar
    utahan15

    mind over matter
    thoughts did indeed scatter
    shattering
    the stones
    of the past
    casting hope to shout i am here

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    1. Astrid's Words Avatar
      Astrid’s Words

      The ultimate freedom one searches for 😃

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  2. Mary Jo Malo Avatar
    Mary Jo Malo

    CNS disabilities are so mysterious aren’t they? Everyone is affected so differently. While I was rehabilitating from an incomplete but permanent spinal cord injury, I was mystified by the variety of symptoms among fellow patients injured at the same vertebrae. I noticed this among the brain injured as well. I admire you and others who persist and share their experiences. You never know exactly how this can lead someone forward, who in turn can inspire someone else. Thank you.

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    1. Astrid's Words Avatar
      Astrid’s Words

      Thank you. Sharing is way to acceptance.

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  3. Infinite Living Avatar
    Infinite Living

    I am proud of the experiences I’ve been entrusted – this is gorgeous perspective. It is special ones selected for such precious arduous journeys, perseverance is the gift that brings us to the miracles and magic of wholeness come alive.

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    1. Astrid's Words Avatar
      Astrid’s Words

      True words, hence why I feel lucky to be me 🙂

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      1. Infinite Living Avatar
        Infinite Living

        :)))

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  4. boundlessblessingsblog Avatar
    boundlessblessingsblog

    This is so nice to hear, Astrid. Blessings of God. His love and light is always shining on you. Take care and stay safe

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    1. Astrid's Words Avatar
      Astrid’s Words

      Thank you very much. May we all shine together in love, health and safety 🥰

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      1. boundlessblessingsblog Avatar
        boundlessblessingsblog

        You are always welcome dear Astrid and yes may we all shine together in love and light.✋✋✋🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

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  5. Mark Lanesbury Avatar
    Mark Lanesbury

    Astrid, that is a journey of the soul. No heart can blossom without if first creating those scars by going through such heartfelt pain and anguish. To build an empathy and love like no other ‘because’ this journey can only build that very thing. Yes, it will test us but it will also teach us to be that freedom that unconditional love is.
    Take a bow dear lady, to touch that inner heart takes great courage and the realisation that self love is its destination in its discovery. We can only give true love when we finally love ourselves first ❤️ 🙏🏽 🦋

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    1. Astrid's Words Avatar
      Astrid’s Words

      Thank you so much 🥰

      Liked by 1 person

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